Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I'm Over It

Ok so I had my night of depression, I've decided I need to get over it. Being far from friends and family is hard but its life. So to shake my depressive state off, I hit the gym last night. I get to the gym, one that I had an interview at, and I struck up a conversation with the guy that interviewed me and ended up being offered a part time position there. Sweet! Now I'll be bringing in a little more money which sounds fabulous to me! :-) I'd be working early mornings or late nights (because my assistant teacher job is already full-time), which kind of sucks, but I need the money so I'm willing to do anything!

So today I decided to paint again! I was so proud of my first painting I was bound to screw the second one up....and sure enough I don't really like it. I decided to do the normal background and then I couldn't decide on an abstract shape to paint, so I decided to paint a peace sign. I should have just left the background yellow and finished it there. It just didn't turn out the way I wanted it to. After I finished it I looked at it and decided there were probably a million was I could have done it better. Maybe I can paint over it tomorrow and it will look better, or it will look more like shit.. haha. Ehh whatevs maybe I'll try it again sometime in a few weeks.

Boredom is getting to me. I've decided to make my sister a plan to start lifting and running regularly. I'm bored with my life so I'm going to help her do well in the half marathon we're training for. I hope to get up to doing the same work outs with her but my cardio just isn't back up yet. I'm still working on that. In time I will get there damn it...cause I'm determined.

I found this website that pretty much tricks out blogs. haha Its called cutest blogs on the block. It pretty much gives you a bunch of backgrounds to make your blog a little more fancy or you can give it a rockstar edge! I spent a while on it this morning and pick out my background but I can feel myself getting bored with it fast so I have a feeling I will be changing it soon. haha

*ALWAYS BELIEVE*

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