Am I Fooling You Yet?

I’ll be the first to admit it, I was in a pessimistic mood last night. Sure last night I called it “realistic”, but if you read it at all, you would have known I was just trying to make myself feel good. So tonight after celebrating the Diva Diggs’ birthday with drinks, Jose’s, Cold Stone creamery and topped it off with Grey’s Anatomy, I’m in a fabulous mood. I could just hug everyone and anyone I see.

My alarm went off this morning to go to the gym, I didn’t get up. Haha. I can tell myself it’s because it was my day off from the gym but that’s a lie. I was very tired and I didn’t hear my alarm at 6:45. I didn’t hear it until close to 7:10 which means there wasn’t much time to go to the gym. So I nixed it. Oh well. I’ll try again tomorrow…again should be interesting to see how this one goes. I probably won’t get up. I’ll convince myself I’m tired or make up an excuse. Maybe I’ll wake up at 7 and feel guilty thinking the rest of the world is probably up already. Or maybe I won’t even set my alarm for 7 haha.

All week at school, one particular boy has been very fascinated with telling everyone he loves them. At the most random times he will just blurt out “I love you Candace”. So today he told me about 3 times that he loved me. So as he was leaving I said “I love you jimmy john” and he responded with “OK” …what the hell is that. “OK.” Not even I love spending time with you. Figures. That’s kinda my life. HAHAHA. I did find it very amusing. It was quite adorable though because (side note: the kids name isn’t really jimmy john, I just thought that was an amusing choice of name).

So on these blogs I may come across as say grown up or mature, but I think I just like to think out what I’m going to say so I don’t sound like a total idiot. Which really I don’t mind if I do, because well what else is new. Some days by the time I get around to blogging, something may have touched me that has put me in a sentimental mood. Something may have made me pissed off or cranky (last night per say?). Sometimes I have days like today where I have trouble being serious about anything. But though it all, it’s still me. I still have my crazy side. I just like to try and sound smart on this thing. But if you do know me, I’m not fooling you with my fancy blog. Hahaha!

*ALWAYS BELIEVE*